bropane: (and instead)
deaddy hipster jesus tadashi hamada ([personal profile] bropane) wrote in [personal profile] allergictoloveletters 2016-02-09 11:57 am (UTC)

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[ it's at this point that tadashi finally grows a backbone. he's always had one, but he had always shoved it aside to make people happy. but he just feels so insulted this way. if ami knew hiro any better, then she would understand that hiro is the whole world to him. nobody can be more important than his brother, and can't even equal him in terms of how much tadashi loves his brother.

to lie to hiro. it was for both of them — both for hiro and ami. in tadashi's head, he imagined hiro throwing a fit over tadashi dating somebody, and he'd probably say some smack about ami. hiro might be nice and cheery, and the "gentleman" that ami had described him to be, but what he is is a royal brat. and while tadashi adores the living hell out of his brother, he knows the boy's negative sides, too. he knew this would happen.

and while telling the truth is always the best, he did want to be happy. even if it meant living in the shadows for a little while. because being with ami made him happy. telling hiro about ami? it would just cause discord between the two brothers.

hiro did suddenly change his tune and figured that if ami makes him happy, then it's okay to go out with her. but that was hiro talking a second time. it's like taking back his word on something, and while they seem to have reached a compromise, hiro showing disapproval showed the boy's heart.

tadashi really can be blinded by his love for his family. this is one of those times. ]


No.

[ that's about as forward as he can get.

he can go about and defend himself, but he sees no point in it anymore. as much as he likes ami, he doesn't feel like she would understand. ami not lying to the senshi doesn't mean tadashi should have done the same. okay, he should have, but circumstances were different. rei and minako wanted tadashi for ami. why else would they talk to him after the prom? because of his issues about death?

no... it doesn't seem like it. it's not time to ask what their motive was, but at first, he thought they were only doing it for ami. not for tadashi. why else would people you're not close to approach you like that? and it's so unlike him to think ill of people, but right now? he can't help it. not when he believes that ami probably thinks ill of hiro, as well.

he shook his head. ]


There's no point.

[ the hurt he's been feeling's slowly disappearing, only for his love for his brother to surface even more.

"do you like her that much?" hiro had asked this of tadashi earlier, and if he had to choose, it would be hiro's own happiness over his own. even if he had to break people's hearts in the process. ]

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