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Well, for starters, everyone who went on that trip into the jungle.

[Rei's lip may be curling into a scowl again, but she resumes walking.]

That whole expedition was a disaster from the start. Narukami-san should have known better than to bring Dipper-kun along, and as I understand it, one of the people who died was even younger than him. Who brings children along?

I'm afraid I only know Dipper-san and the Hamada brothers that went. But... I do know that there were deaths. Honestly, Rei, if they weren't acting strange with all that happened there I would be more worried.

As for this Narukami-san, I cannot say I understand their reasoning. Dipper-san is smart, but he's young. He, like so many his age, strive to prove themselves to those they admire, resulting in foolish decisions and actions. He would not have thought through all the consequences, apparently, none of them did.

Or perhaps, they simply do not care if they die, considering they may view themselves immortal.

Yes, there were deaths, but the entire affair just...reeks of poor planning and arrogance. I've spent some time with Narukami-san, the supposed leader, and I'm actually rather good friends with another person who was on the trip. Hanamura Yosuke-kun.

[A breath.]

Narukami-san is a mess of emotion, much the same as I was after the raids, but he seems just...like he doesn't understand why what he did was stupid. He took children into danger, and that just strikes me as strange. Not to mention the people I know what did go were primarily not exactly...warriors or survivalists. Every single one of them are from the city. Does that not strike you as a strange choice?

Everything I've seen and heard from these... raids, these... adventures, they are all poor planning. [She admits honestly. She doesn't target any one person, that would be rude, but the plans are things she can focus on. They're bad. They're just...]

They're plans are those of frantic people, but there is no need for us to be frantic. Not... yet. Yet, that is how they are acting. If they know... if they're aware of some doomsday countdown clock, they aren't sharing the information. Perhaps there is... but I doubt it. No... no it is simply.. [She made a vague, dismissive gesture with her hand.] It's the act of those seeking to be more than what they are. Hiro wants to be a hero, Tadashi wants to protect his brother, Dipper-san wants to prove he's an adult, and I'm sure they all have their reasons, whether we agree with them or not.

You know, Rei. As we speak they're breaking into the tower, but you know who doesn't need to? I don't. I'm an analyst at the actual tower, the very thing they are cracking into. Hiro isn't, Tadashi isn't, I don't know who else is going but you know what I have? Access codes, the ability to hack, the- [She took a deep breath before she got upset again.]

Regardless, I don't want to be on the side of CERES, but I simply cannot abide by foolish plans. The senshi made plans in desperation for desperate times, but there is no giant galaxy crushing down on the colony, there is no creature from the depths of a mirror poisoning the earth. There is no excuse.

Misadventures. [It's a gentle correction, but it's a correction all the same.]

You're right about all of them. And there's...more that's been going on. Not necessarily related to anything with the raids. Just, it's been a bad few weeks for people vanishing.

[She steps close again, her hug nothing short of ferocious.]

I've been scared, at least three people I know have just disappeared overnight. And it made me think about...losing either of you.

[Both were acceptable in this case, but Ami wouldn't argue semantics. She gazed down the road and sighed.

However, when she's hugged tight again she doesn't argue anything, she just holds onto Rei, gently stroking her hair and rubbing circles along her back.]

I can't promise I won't disappear, but I will do everything I can to try and stay here until we can all leave together.

I know.

[She does. She really does. It's just hard, thinking about how she'd been alone. And how she could just...fade away...leaving nothing behind for Minako or Ami. She didn't want to see either of them in the Nexus Code...or for them to see her. That broken, crumbling ruin of a place. It was awful, the worst possible fate in her eyes.]

And I'll try...[She makes a choked sound, trying not to cry, the sudden thought coming back. An ossuary for defunct code...I wonder if this is to be our grave as well... Simon had said, and those words had bothered her then. Now? With the man sealed away in them? They came roaring back to haunt her, a shiver running through her spine as if the man's fingers ran up her spine.] not to...I'll do whatever I can to...do the same.

[She kept hugging onto Rei and closed her eyes. She lacked the ability to sense others emotions like Rei, but she didn't need it to know how badly Rei was upset. But she wasn't surprised. The senshi were sisters in all but blood, to have been away from them after so many years together, to never know when you might see them again, if you see them again? She held Rei a little tighter, willing to hold her as long as she needed.

She would be there with her silent support until Rei was ready, no matter how long that would take. She continued to stroke her hair and rub her back.]

I know.

[Rei's silent for a long moment, just holding her and being held helps, and she needs the time to stop herself from shaking. Thinking about Simon's words, and about the Nexus Code. It's...unsettling, the balance going out of her mental state for a little while.

But she finally manages to let go of that, letting out a breath and zipping back to business.]

Athena-chan's partner is gone now. She's...taking it hard. [A bit of an explanation.] Simon-san was a respectable man. [RINGING praise coming from Rei.] A falconer, and he left her his falcon. Taka. Do you...think you could help me research the sport? She asked me for help earlier today, for how to take care of him. And it's the...least I can do, given how she helped me when I was alone.

[She was a bit surprised by the sudden change of topic, but did not question Rei's need for it. She could go with the change of course like a river might. She smiled and then quirked a brow regarding the research of the sport.]

Of course I can help, I recall coming across quite a few books on it when I was looking up some other things. Do you want to read the books with me or would you just like the notes I take?

[Rei isn't wanting to dwell, is all. It may be a strange shift, but it's relevant, because Simon had been important to her. He was a good man, and he was good for her friend.]

Well, I'd rather read them with you. Your notes are one thing, but there's no substitute for reading myself. I've never quite had to care for Phobos and Deimos the same way, after all.

Alright, I will search the library and prepare some notes for Athena as well, since she will need to know most of all. Actually, considering how... tame, your crows are, it may not hurt to eventually have them socialize. I won't know for sure, however, until I really look into it.

Actually, Rei, regarding the two of them, what I was wondering... I know you mentioned them transforming, are they still able to do that here?

Oh, well they got along famously with Taka before, so I definitely intend to continue.

[She pauses, thinking on that.]

I...don't think they can. I doubt it. There hasn't been the need. And the circumstances are different.

We'll let Athena get used to the falcon before we do anything, though.

How interesting if they can't, it's still a part of them, that would mean their codes are incomplete.

Edited 2015-12-04 06:10 (UTC)

Probably so. But then it's also that they only awaken in times of great need. I haven't really been in mortal danger very often here.

Good, I want it to stay that way. For all the trouble CERES causes, they are at least slow in their actions, allowing us time to plan.

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